Story time

Once upon a time there lived this amazing girl..lets just call her Alix..she spelled her name with an i cuz she was way cool! but thats another story. So Alix loved music and one day she was driving in her car and she turned on the radio and a good song came on. For the next week Alix heard this song in the car almost everytime she got in it and the more she listened to it the more she liked it. Now this song wasn't the best song in the world..the lyrics to the chorus were as follows: I'm so addicted to all the things you do when you roll around with me in between the sheets. And so on and so forth. Anyways even tho the song didn't have the cleanest lyrics Alix decided to dowload it becuase it had a catchy tune.
So Alix got on her lovely computing device and found the song and downloaded it. Once it was downloaded she fell asleep cuz she was very tired from doing her usual awesome things all day. A few days leter she turned on her computing device to listen to her recent download. Within seconds she realized something was terribly wrong. The lyrics she had first heard on the radio were edited and very different from the lyrics now on her computing device. The song now sang: I'm so addicted to all the things you do when your going down on me inbetween the sheets. Alix quickly turned the song off and deleted it. (MORAL OF THE STORY: don't download songs with radio edits..it might turn out bad)
THE END

Fruit!

So tonight was pretty fun. I went out with Bentley, Bay, Justin, Torie, Ash, and Jackson at the Butterfly Park. We played soccer and it was so much fun. I miss it so so so much! I wish I could get a team and play everyday!! Ah I would love it! So then I went to WalMart and had a craving for ice cream until I got out of the car. Lately I've been having cravings for sweets untill I get to the store and then my craving changes into fruit cravings. So not only that but I have been craving Kiwi. I can make an entire meal out of nothing but kiwi! Ahh SO GOOD! Fruit is amazing! Its just like candy but it doesn't make you fat! AWESOME! And for some reason fruit makes you full really fast. Like I ate 2 kiwi (which isn't a whole lot) and I'm so full now! YUMMY!

Blogging Once Again

So I know I already posted a blog for today..but I feel compelled to blog once again. So tonight I stopped all my plans (cuz I just had so many..haha ya right) and I went out with one of my best friends: Shelby. We had nothing better to do so we went to hang out with Matthew and Blair. I haven't seen either of them in a while so I knew we were gonna have a fun night. Not to mention they are hilarious and crazy. So we leave and meet the at B-Dubs and the first thing we see is Matthew with a face full of celery. They decided to get 24 wings in really hot flavors and apparently the celery was making the hottness go down. While we were there Shelby took Blair's debit card and hid it which made for some good laughs all through the night. He had no idea..it was hilarious. Anyways after Matthew stopped crying from the hot wings we got in the car and went to an ice cream restaurant. I can't remember the name of it but it was pretty good. We sat around stuffing our faces with ice cream and laughing! At one point Shelby just started laughing..the kind of laugh where your not making any noise! Ya that one. So her laugh is contagious and everyone started bustin up laughing for absolutely no reason. Then we read scriptures while the people behing us cussed up a storm. They chased the Spirit away but don't worry..we brought it back. Then we went to Goodwill (Deseret Industries A.K.A. DI is sooooo much better..don't ever go to Goodwill unless youcan't locate a DI) and we tried to get Blair to buy something..anything..so he would realize he didn't have his debit card. Sadly he did not. After tey basically kicked us out of Goodwill we went and hung out in the parking lot (of a bar). We were carrying on and laughing so hard you would've thought we were the drunk ones. It was funny. I haven't laughed that hard in a long time. After about 45 minutes of parking lot fun we all went home. At a stop light Shelby and I serenaded the boys. It was funny. I think she recorded it on her phone hahaha fun stuff. Now I'm home and I'm blogging to you. But before I go I would just like to add a side note.

If you can handle it..and don't feel bad if you can't cuz I believe it takes 2 people with a lot of talent..staying friends with your ex is very beneficial. If you truly love and care about someone why would you suddenly stop feeling that way just because of a break up. A break up is a "we don't work romantically" escape route, but does that mean you have to stop caring just cuz you stopped making out? I definately don't think so. Blair is actually the only person I've been able to stay friends with after a break up. I've been through a lot with that kid. Almost 2 years of shiz. I think its silly to spend that much time opening your heart to let someone in and getting to know someone just to allow them to leave you life forever down the rode. I either tell him too much or not enough..but I really am grateful for his friendship. I'm very gratefull that after all we've been through we can still laugh at eachother. Thanks Blair.

Listen Up!

I have decided to post this blog for everyone and anyone who is willing to read it with an open mind. Not everyone can deal with being told they are wrong, but everyone is wrong at some point in their life. If you have the tendencies to act like this then I'm sorry to say you might be wrong.

Some people..in fact a select few..go through certain trials that are hard. Hard being an insufficient term to describe some of these trials that seem unbearable. Eventually those trials pass and the person realizes the good in those trials. They learn from them, are made stronger by them, and eventually become thankful for them.

However, at the time, these trials are horrible experiences that bring many tears, regrets, and even hateful feelings. I am nnot a troubled soul, but I have experienced a few "tragedies". I have grown from them and they are in my past. They have made me the person I am today and I have learned many lessons from them. I am even grateful to have learned those lessons in my life. After going through what I've gone through I feel like I can be a better shoulder to cry on for the people around me that have faced the same hardships. And I hope that I can be an example to my children so they will not make the same mistake.

Even though I have made it out alive, there was a time when I didn't think I would. A time when I cried a lot and it literally hurt to be dealing with everything. I have many friends and like any human I tried to rely on them to comfort me. A few of my best friends found the right words to say that gave me the extra strength I needed to pull through. But, the majority of the people around me gave me the "cookie cutter" answer: "Everything will be ok. Just have faith and pray about it. You don't need to be upset, you just need to have faith."

After surviving my short comings I would like to throw something out there. FAITH and FEELINGS are not the same, however they seem to often be confused for the same thing. People often think that when something bad happens to you all you have to do is pray about it and then everything will be ok. It is true that our faith and prayer help us to overcome our obstacles. However, just because we have faith in Heavenly Father doesn't mean we have to forgo our feelings. We are allowed to feel. We are allowed to be sad when something bad happens to us. We are allowed to hurt. When something bad happens we are allowed to let ourselves think for a brief moment that everything sucks and it isn't fair.

If we weren't allowed to feel any of these things, Heavenly Father wouldn't have given us the ability to feel. But we were given that ability. I am not saying that when something bad happens you should slump around with a depressed expression on your face and an "I hate this world" attitude for the rest of your life. All I'm saying is you can have faith: faith that everything will be ok, faith that this is happening for a reason, faith in Heavenly Father, yes you can have all the faith in the world, and it is STILL OK for you to be upset. It is OK to cry and be angry and hate what is happening to you.

I am here to say to you that if anyone tries to tell you to brush off your feelings and just pray about it you can tell them to shove off.

And if you are one of the ones who likes to use the "cookie cutter answer" let me just say that even if you do believe no one should be sad and they should just have faith there will come a day when you will want to be sad and when you go looking for some sympathy just remember you "cookie cutter answer", suck it up, and go pray.

*Disclaimer*
I don't mean to be rude or offend anyone, I am just opening the eyes of the naive.

Some Good Advice

The other day I was whining to Linds about some boy drama (pretty much the norm for me) and she reminded me of some things that I forgot for that brief moment. She basically told me to put a smile on my face because even though that one thing didn't work out for me the way I wanted it to I still had lots to be happy about it.

Today I was whining (once again) about having to be at work. Shelby gave me some advice that seemed a little odd. She told me to compliment 40 people and let her know how my night went when I was off work. Ok I didn't actually complitment 40 people. I actually didn't even keep count, but it did make a difference. Even though customers and coworkers were screaming and yelling I found that turning things around and positively speaking with someone who was upset their attitude was changed. I felt better and they felt better.

I also realized 3 things tonight. The first thing I realized was how important it is to lead by example. By now all of my coworkers are aware that I am mormon. They don't judge and they have gotten to know and understand me as a person. But I haven't been doing my part. I have a slight tendencacy to act like a sponge almost. I soak up the people and the environment I'm in and then I spit that back out. But I realized tonight that that's not why I'm here. If I truly beleive in my church and want to spread that word I should be acting as an example to my coworkers. Even if they don't join the church they would see my example and have a good wholesome opinion about LDS members. So I made a goal earlier today that I would try to be more Christ-like and carry the Spirit with me for others to see instead of stooping to a level I don't want to be at.

The second thing I realized was that I have amazing friends. I understand that I can be whiny when things don't exactly go my way and I get that I vent about ridiculous things that really no one cares about. But I have friends who love me through thick and thin. They advise me, keep my standards high, love me, and they're always there when I need them. Today I went to Junior's farewell and as I sat surrounded by people I love and care about I realized that I am truly blessed for finding such an amazing group of friends.

My last realization is pretty simple and a little silly. DON'T BURN SALT CITY CANDLES DIRECTLY UNDER THE SMOKE ALARM. I tend to be a night owl and I was cleaning my room tonight while the rest of my family was asleep. Suddenly out of no where this loud annoying sound went off. When I looked up at the candle I realized the flame was HUMONGOUS! I quickly blew it out (which was stupid for so many reasons). My whole family woke up in a panic thinking our house was burning down. And now even though they've gone back to sleep I feel incredibly stupid and I can't go sneak out in my kitchen for some sherbet. So sad.

Twilight

Right this second..I mean like RIGHT NOW..I am watching the Twilight trailor for like the 4th time inthe past 40 minutes. Really..I'm timing it. I am so excited for this movie and at the same time I'm not excited at all. I feel like this movie is going to seriously disappoint me. There's no way that all the awesome powers the vampires have are going to be portrayed as well as they were described in the book. I mean that's just obvious. But hopefully it's good. Actually I'm completely comvinced that if the movie is even just half as good as the book then I'll be satisfied. The books are amazing enough that I can give the movie that much wiggle room.

On another note. I can't wait to start shopping for my house. I will be moving in in about 4 months and I'm so excited to get to decorate. So I think when my roommate/besite: Linds get's in town we will start shopping. Because let's face it..if we wait till we move in to buy all our stuff we'll never be able to afford anything. Then our sad little house will be empty. :( Sad

Ok one last thing before I go..I am watching TV and this twix commercial came on.. Ya know those ones where the guy says something stupid and he's gonna take a moment to chew it over with twix. K well i was watching the one where the guy's at a party and he's trying to pick up this girl and he asks her to come back to his apartment and she freaks out. So he takes his "moment" and then he says something along the lines of..I thought you were a believer..someone who would want to blog about their ideals. K and the girl freaks out and is like "OMG I LOVE BLOGGING!" K that commercial is totally escence of Shelby! She's so funny but that girl is a blogger like no other! Hahaha Love you Bizzle!

excuse me!

KaziM1337 (1:47:01 AM): you forget we live in vegas though
KaziM1337 (1:47:14 AM): i mean ur beautiful
KaziM1337 (1:47:27 AM): use your look to your advantage
KaziM1337 (1:47:32 AM): looks*
HoPeLeSsbLoNdE (1:47:37 AM): and how should i do that
KaziM1337 (1:47:46 AM): do what im about to do
KaziM1337 (1:48:02 AM): be an escourt or something
KaziM1337 (1:48:05 AM): model
KaziM1337 (1:48:11 AM): strip
KaziM1337 (1:48:14 AM): cocktail
KaziM1337 (1:48:18 AM): bartend
KaziM1337 (1:48:27 AM): easy and fun money
HoPeLeSsbLoNdE (1:48:29 AM): wow
KaziM1337 (1:48:40 AM): i park cars
KaziM1337 (1:48:52 AM): and make more then 67% of collage grads
HoPeLeSsbLoNdE (1:50:49 AM): well thats awesome..however im not willing to compromise my faith just for money..its not worth it..now or anywhere in my future. there are more important things in the world than money. people tell me everyday i should do those things and i would be very successful at them. but its stupid and a complete waste of time
KaziM1337 (1:51:11 AM): faith?
KaziM1337 (1:51:18 AM): hows does that have to do with anything
HoPeLeSsbLoNdE (1:52:01 AM): wearing hardly any clothes and running around trying to make a quick buck is ridiculous
KaziM1337 (1:52:26 AM): but it doesn't have to do with faith
HoPeLeSsbLoNdE (1:52:34 AM): oh really..how
KaziM1337 (1:52:49 AM): how doesn't it
HoPeLeSsbLoNdE (1:54:45 AM): the faith that i have teaches me to stay out of situations that are bad for me...like surrounding myself with drugs, alcohol, and drunks..it teaches me to respect myself enough not to be half naked...i don't need to show off my body to make money..and can find other ways to pay my bills
KaziM1337 (1:55:19 AM): call me
KaziM1337 (1:55:25 AM): imma watch tv
HoPeLeSsbLoNdE (1:55:25 AM): no
HoPeLeSsbLoNdE (1:55:30 AM): im going to bed



This is an actual comversation I just had with someone who is a complete idiot. I don't care who you are, what you believe, or how you live you life, but don't you dare tell me how to live mine. Don't try to justify to me that sleeping with people, wearing practically no clothes, pole dancing for dollar bills, and surrounding yourself with beer and cigarettes is the right way to earn money. I don't care if I'm dirt poor and close to living on the street I would never for any amount of money subject myself to lowering my standards just to get by. Because in the long run you can't take you money with you when you die. And that money that you degraded yourself to earn is going to be worthless. No thanks idiot. I'll earn my money the dignified way and in the end when no one wants to pay to sleep with you anymore because your just a dirty whore I'll be the one with the true happiness. I'm glad that your happy with your car, house, and "fancy" job, but listen here..I've got all that and the happiness and fufilment from life that your money can't buy you! So stick that in your juice box and suck it.

I Miss You

So about 5 months ago my bestie: Lindsey Jackson moved away for a very very very long vacation. The whole situation was very dramatic actually. About a week after graduation, in our purple bestie shirts, Linds and I boarded a plane headed to the east coast for a 2 week vacation known as THE CHURCH HISTORY TOUR! It was awesome and a good non stop fun time right before she left. On the plane home I started bawling realizing that this was going to be the second to last time I was going to get to see my best friend for the next 6 months. The last time would take place 2 days later right before she got on her plane. I miss my bestie a lot. She's been with me through a lot. And oddly we've only been in one fight that lasted for about 5 minutes. I tell her everything, but it's been hard not being able to text her the minute something excited happens. Luckily we live in a world that allows for e-mailing. :) Otherwise I don't know if I'd be able to make it. I can't wait for her to home. Only 48 more days and she'll be here again. I love you Bestie! B.L.U.B.

Holy Eff Word!

Tonight was amazing. That's all I have to say. I'm nervous as all heck and I'm gonna try to be smart about this, but after waiting so long I might not be able to. But for now I'm completely enjoying myself.

Wanna find out what happened tonight?

Text me and find out! :)

Epic Adventures

So today was a good day. What did I say. I knew today was going to be good. So I got up and I got ready for my day. My hair looked so long..I'M SO EXCITED! Finally it's starting to look long! YAY. So then I went to the dentist. It went well. I just got a cleaning. But the lady put floride on my teeth. She said I was allowed to eat and drink but I couldn't eat. Well this floride stuff made it feel like I hadn't brushed my teeth in a year. So I felt nasty, but I went to the mall anyways cuz I needed to do some shopping. It worked out pretty well cuz I didn't have to talk to anyone since I was there by myself. But then..seriously 2 seconds after I told my mom I was leaving I walked into my ex. Now we're on good terms and all and I don't mind hanging out with him..however, seeing him when I least expect it tends to make me a nervous wreck. Plus HELLO its an ex..you always wanna look freaken amazing and confident and perfect when you see an ex. And here I am looking so cute except I can't open my mouth at all. So I quickly dismissed myself and walked away. But on my way out I decided to stop at one more store. When I walked out of the store I was on the ground level. My car was parked on the other end of the mall on the top level. I debated with myself and finally picked the best route that would lead me to my car without seeing my ex again. But alas my best judgement failed and I ran into him again. I ran away even faster than the first time but he texted me asking why I couldn't stop to talk. So that wasn't to fun. But whatever. So after I left the awkward situation I came home to change and then I went to go get Shelby so we could go to the TEMPLE! YAY! So we made out 30 mile drive..jammin out the whole way..and we finally got to the temple. But when we pulled up the gates were closed! GASP! We forgot it's Monday and they close early for FHE. So we parked the car and walked around the outside. It was still really pretty. The moon had a rainbow around it and was lighting the street so it wasn't so pitch black. Between that and the temple lights it was so pretty. Then we went and say my future house. I'm so excited to move out and experience some independence. The way I look at it this is the only time in my life I will get to experience true reckless independence. I won't have parents or a husband to consider everytime I leave my house. All I have to think about is myself, what I want, and what I feel is right. Then we went to In-n-out and I ate like a friggen fatty..but hey it was the only thing I had to eat all day. It was so good. Then we headed off to Michael's to me "Team Edward" shirts. But we decided against that. In fact we decided against everything in Michael's and headed to walmart instead. There we found a 10 minute dance workout DVD and a yoga DVD. We did both and Shelby and I could not stop laughing. Oh My Word is was so funny. After that the night pretty much died. We watched a movie and both of us practically fell asleep. So I came home and now I'm blogging. And that's my night in a nutshell! Awesome right?!? Ya I know. My life is exciting. Bahaha

Some New Stuff

So tomorrow is going to be a busy day..and I have a feeling its going to be an amazing day. But I won't talk about that now..that way I'll have something to talk about tomorrow. But tonight I did quite a bit. I went to church. It was one of those days where I just didn't really want to be there. I know I'm a horrible person lol. But everyone has those days so there. And I did go so that's gotta count for something. But then I had to go to a meeting for work. I called it a meeting becuase it was mandatory and I didn't want to go, but work called it a "pep rally". So basically I got there and they shoved everyone with the last name H-O in our showroom. It's called ACCESS by the way. Check it out on 11/11 at 11:11 pm. Anyways so we were all in this space that was not meant for that many people and they had the bass turned up so high I could feel the tip of my nose vibrating. Weird right..ya I know. So finally the meeting started and no one was enthusiastic. We all just wanted to go home. But we were being payed to stand there and pretend to be interested so we all clapped because that was the least we could do. But we got to see some interesting stuff. We did a fashion show of all the uniforms from our casino. Let me tell you..the security guards look legit. They are dressed in all balck suits. Holy eff. Not only do they look totally legit but they are smokin hot! HAWT! Omg one of them is so incredibly cute i could die. It's insane. Ok so then i got done with my pep rally and i didn't really do much. I ate dinner..I ATE SALAD FOR DINNER. Ya I know..hopefully my fat goes away. I found a pilates DVD in my room too. WOO HOO! And I printed new pictures for all the frames in my room. They're so cute. But while I was doing that I came up with a couple of goals for the next few months.

GOAL #1
I am making a goal to take more pictures. This may seem silly, but I have a weird camera phobia. I love love love taking pictures and having new pictures. However, I always feel weird taking pictures. I feel like if I pull my camera out someone's gonna say, "Who's the weirdo with the camera?" Or I feel like if I ask someone to take pictures with me they're gonna say NO! OMG that would be tragic.

GOAL #2
Expand my fashion. I plan on doing this a couple of different ways. One way I'm going to do that is by buying a pair of really cute boots. I've been looking for a good pair of boots since last winter and I have yet to find them. This year I'm going to find them! Also I want to find a really cute jacket. I have a habit of wearing sweatshirts everywhere. Which is fine..but I invest in really cute shirts and then they get covered up by sweatshirts. So thats just dumb. I need a cute jacket so that I can be warm and fashionable. K and my last thing is low lights. I was reading an article a couple months ago and I read that if you put low lights in your hair on the middle layer of hair (like not the top but not the very botton aka the middle) it makes your hair looks fuller and longer. BINGO! Exactly what I want.

GOAL #3
Finish Christmas shopping early. I'm starting tomorrow so this should be an easy goal to accomplish. The reason for this semi-ridiculous goal is every year I spend a ton of money on myself. Then when it's about 2 weeks before Christmas I pinch every last penny to get the bare minimum for my family and friends. Well this year instead of being totally selfish I have decided to spend that money on my family. I'm also making a ton of extra money right now because my new job is getting ready to open so I've been working extra hours that I won't be working in December.

So there you have it. I have gotten in the habit of writing very long posts. So I am very sorry if I am boring you with my life.

My Epiphany

So the blog that I posted last night was written while i was hanging out with some lovely people at Mitch's house. At 11:40 p.m. I said my goodbyes and scurried out the door to meet my curfew. About 30 seconds into my drive I realized something. I was rethinking my post and trying to figure out why I'm so dang impatient. And then it hit me like a ton of bricks. I've always known why I'm so impatient to find my perfect someone, but I've never been able to actually put it into words. The reason I am so impatient is because I know deep down in my heart, soul, and every fiber of my being that something great is in store for me. A love so deep and fufilling is waiting for me. My soul mate: the person I will spend all of time and eternity with, is out there just waiting to complete me. That is why I'm so impatient. Because I know the inevitable and I can't wait. But I will wait. And I will experience all the things life has to offer me while he is out there doing the same. I will do it untill there is nothing left to experience by myself and then he will be sent to me. Oh the excitement kills me.

the heart always wants what it can't have

yes im still having my little boy slump. ya know the one where every where you look people seem to be falling in love yet your the only one sitting by yourself on a park bench. Even the dogs seem to be finding love when your in a slump like this. And you try to be happy for the people around you..and you are..you truly are..but deep deep down you can't help feeling a little jealous or maybe envious of them. You just want what they have. You want to be able to hold on to someone even in the worst of times. Anyone who really knows me knows that i go through these boy slumps about half way between my last boyfriend and finding a new one. I don't know why it just happens. Its the point I reach right after I've gotten past my i'm single and independent and boy crazy phase and i launch into my this effing sucks i need to light a fire under my butt and find a guy phase. So I'm there. It's a weird feeling. Bi-polar almost. One moment i can be completely fine and the next my whole mood changes and I'm wanting something i don't have this second. It scares me being in the slump. This is when i tend to do things i end up regretting. When i was inactive this was my RANDOM HOOKUP phase. Any guy that i could find that was willing to make out right then and there was my target. I'm in a new phase of my life and i realize that that's not the smartest move and it doesn't make me feel any better about my situation. I'm still being pretty picky too. It's like i know what i want and i don't settle for anything but that. This may seem normal..but really its a little ridiculous. Because i picture in my head what i think the perfect guy is..and untill i find that perfect picture i don't settle. But most of the time the person im picturing in my head doesn't even exist. And not only that but i don't know who is my perfect match..only HF knows that. So i could very well be turning away the person that is my perfect match all cuz im an idiot. I have many many problems when it comes to this slump. I have another problem called relapse. This is where i find a person that i have already had something with..whether is be an ex boyfriend or ex fling or someone i hooked up with once some time ago. This presents a serious problem because obviously if all these people are in my past they are there for a reason and that reason is not so i can dig them back up again. So as you can see this who slump thing doesn't normally work out for me too well. Therefore I have decided to take a new route to escaping my slump. TRUST trust Trust tRuSt Yes I am equipped with something very special this time around. I have Heavenly Father. And he has a plan. And the only thing i have to do is trust in Him and his path that he has set out for me. So for now I'm in a slump..but its ok..because i will be led out of it on the path that was choosen for me. THE PERFECT PATH. So untill that path leads me to the person i need/want ill keep you updated. Alma 37:36-37

FUN STUFF!

So today was pretty boring, but then it got fun :) I got up and had to go to the dentist. NO CAVITIES! WHOOP! Go me..and they're gonna try to fix me jaw so it won't do that poppy snappy fall out of place thingy. YAY. So then I went to see Shelby at work. Ya know I tried to keep her company and such since its pretty boring down there. I came home and chatted with my mom and then everyone in my house fell asleep while I made dinner. I made Chicken Marsala. My mom really liked it but I thought it was kind of gross. It was too sweet. I like more of a garlic taste to things like that. Ok well enough talking about food. HAHA ya I knew you wouldn't fall for that. It's me we're talkin about..I have to talk about food. So after dinner I went over to Shelby's sis's house. It's so cute by the way. I mean they just painted so it didn't have much furniture..but I was still cute. We went to make a birthday cake for her nephew's 1st birthday. We decided to make a soccer field cake. It was tons of fun. And it turned out pretty well for an ammature cake creation. CHECK IT OUT!

Jordan looking up the creamcheese frosting recipe..YUM!

Shelby waiting for the cake to finish baking.

Carter! He's so cute! Those oven mits scared hin tho.Jordan drawing on the lines for the soccer field. She free handed those suckers and they looked awesome.

Shelby putting our upside down cupcakes soccer balls on the cake.I didn't get a picture of the finished product but this is pretty close. Looks pretty good for a one year old!

Fresh & Easy

Oh man so it's only half way through my day and I've already had enough laughs to last me the rest of the week. This morning I got up and Shelby and I went to the buffet. I honestly thought Shelby was gonna have a heart attack. Shelby+Free unlimited food and drinks=FUN. That buffet finally met its match when we walked in the doors. Altho Shelby definately had a little more fuin than I did. Look at what she did to the desert station.

That is Shelby's dinner plate full of dessert. Oh my. Ok so after we dominated the buffet we drove down to my g'mas. On the way there this SUV full of guys kept staring at us. So Shelby decided to blow them kisses and jazz and I swear they tried to turn around and follow us, but they couldn't. Sad. Haha. K so my g'ma kinda lives in the ghetto so the whole way there Shelby is like pointing out these people and talking in her ghetto fab voice...so funny. So we finally get to the house and we walk in the door and my g'pa says "Oh is this your boyfriend?" Bahahaha. OMG I laughed so hard. On the way home we talked in our ghetto fab voices. It was hilarious. When we got to the fresh & easy Shelby says "That's what you are Alix, Fresh AND easy!" Har Har very funny lol. But really it way funny. The last thing we did was sang country songs in our hick accents. Country is amazing by the way. If you disagree your an idiot. Anyways I have work soon. WHOOP!

America's Next Top WHAT?!?

Ok so I think I've officially lost it. My mom and I are like addicted to America's Next Top Model and she tells me all the time that I should audition for that show. I think she's ridiculous. I mean first of all she's my mom so she has to think I'm pretty and second of all me actually going on that show would be insane. So then the past couple days at work a few people have mentioned it to me. So the subject came up again in my house. My mom really thinks I should do it. My mom modeled when she was my age and she got an offer to go to New York. Not to brag but its a definate posibilty that my mom could've been hecka famous! But she stayed cuz my dad (her boyfriend at the time) didn't want her to go. Even though she is grateful she stayed because she eneded up with me and my brother, a small part of her regrets not persuing her dream. This is why she thinks I should give modeling a shot. So tonight I think I finally lost my mind. I actually GOOGLED IT! I looked up casting calls. I ended up missing them, but now I'm honestly considering going to a casting call. Am I insane? I mean really! You can tell me if I've lost it! It might be kinda funny to end up on that show tho. If you've been nice to me maybe I'll give you a shout out. HAHA just kidding. GAH I don't know what to feel about what I just did. I guess I'll just sleep on it and see how I feel in the morning.

weekends :)

So this weekend was pretty dang eventful. After the whole Halloween adventure a lot of stuff happened. This morning Shelby got me up to early. What is wrong with that girl..waking me up at 10 am sheesh! But it was completely worth it. We "exercised". hahaha. No really we did tho. It was pretty awesome cuz we got to have lots of girls talk. I love talking to Shelby. She's so insightful about things. (BE PLAN A! NOT PLAN B!) Anyways after our workout session we hoped in my motorized vehicle and went to the bank so i could pull out every dime to my name ($30) to go shopping. Yes, I know, I am responsible with my money! So we went to TJ Macks/Max (however you spell it) and i found an awesome skirt for only $7. Awesome right?!?! RIGHT! Then we went to Ross to find shoes. No luck with finding shoes :( but we found a new and improved Michael's next door. I LOVE LOVE LOVE Michael's. Oh my it is my favorite store. If you don't know what to get me for Christmas/Birthday just get me a gift certificate to Michael's and I will love you forever!! Really I will. Anyways while we were there we planned out my birthday partay! Oh geez I'm so excited. It's like 2 months away..but whatever. So then my lovely friend, Shelby, and I were so starving from buring calories we decided to go pig out on wings and pizza, but don't worry we were healthy about it. We had waters with our food ;) Shelby treated..THANKS SHELBY! So then I took her home and the real fun started! My keys got stuck in my ignition! Ya that's right..I said stuck. And my car (which just got a new battery less than a week ago) had to stay on all day! What the crap! But my loving mother fixed it for me :) But while she was doing that I was at work. That was eventful. A cop hit on me, a security guard told me I look 23, and my boss pissed me off. How you ask? Well long story..short version is he won't give me Sundays off. But what really pissed me off is he tried to convince me that God would forgive me. Hmm...yes Heavenly Father is very very forgiving, however I shouldn't have to be forgiven for that. It should just be something I don't do! Obeying the commandments is something I'm pretty sure should be up on your list of priorities right? Right! So he put up a good fight listing of the many reasons he thought were good enough to skip church and work on Sundays. Me reply for him was, "So are you going to be ok with screwing up my eternal salvation?" He had no reply of course. So I won the fight. However I will be looking for new employment now. GAY! I really did like that job. But whatever. There is obviously something better out there that God wants me to find. (That's my thinking anyways) So today was, like I said, eventful. Not necessarily good all the way around..but definately no completely bad either. Altho if it weren't for my amazing morning/afternoon with Shelby my day might have been ruined. But it also rained tonight! I got to run barefoot in it. And I love kissing people in the rain. But since I have no one to kiss right now, I took a mirror outside and kissed myself. Dorky and Lame..I know. But aren't you supposed to learn to love yourself before you can love someone else. I'm getting there, slowly but surely.

FUH BUCKETS aka Just Another Song Lyric

The original name of this blog was called "Just Another Song Lyric" It was very cute and thoughtfully written blog about my amazing night. And then I did what I was supposed to do and hit publish post and and error occured and I lost it. So now I am going to try to recreate the originial blog but it will not be as cute as before so please just bear with me.

So like most music junkies I live my life and play a soundtrack to it in my head on a regular basis. I have a song going in my head just about every second of everyday. Well tonight the song that was playing in my head was "I Miss You" by Blink 182. In the second verse of that song it goes "And we'll have Halloween on Christmas, and in the night we'll wish this never ends, we'll wish this never ends." Well we decided to take this lyric and do it a little backwards and have Christmas on Halloween. Instead of dressing up, trick o treating, and getting sick from eating so much candy, Me Shelby Mitch and Kealian entertained ourselves by rockin out to Christmas music. Well actually Mitch rocked out, Kealian was practically molested, Shelby drew pretty pictures, and I laughed my butt off. It was so much fun. The neighbors probably hated us but we all had a good time. The night ended with a hug fest between me and Shelby..haha..well kinda lol. All in all the night was awesome and a bit out of the ordinary (which is exactly how I love living life)

BTW...we're told to learn something knew everyday. Well I would like to enlighten everyone on what i learned tonight.

Being called a poop stain is much worse than being called a poop. This is because the poop stain is always blamed far worse than the poop. The poop can take place outside, completely away from the house and be drug in by some outside force such as a pet or person. But once that poop comes into the house and becomes a poop stain everyone goes insane and starts yelling and screaming all because of a poop stain. BUT everyone seems to forget that the poop stain wouldn't even be there if it weren't for the poop making a poop stain far worse than a poop. So if you ever get called a poop stain just remember this little tid bit of information. (courtesy of Mitch Hawk)